Life has caused me to expect the worst
and hope for the best.
I was born an optimist
life has given me pesimism
and I came out a realist
I’ve been living this life
trying to find myself in others,
I looked every direction except inward
and I finally have started growing
in every way.
I’m not popular,
I’m not fake,
I’m not busy on the weekends,
I don’t go to parties,
I don’t text every second, I
don’t judge my self or others as harshly,
I’m trying to change for the better
.’m following my passion.
I’m living in my feelings and emotions.
I’m chasing my dreams
and following my gut feelings.
The saddness that I have been in
has brought me to be more comfortable with myself
and realize I am great
and I will NEVER settle again
I am me
and I don’t know exactly who that is yet,
but I’m excited to see.